I’ve been having some bad dreams lately, but seldom are my dreams meaningless. In one dream, my car spun out of control and I ended up off the road. Two days ago, I lost control of my car, but thankfully was able to stay on the road. I’ve always thought that I had the strength to fight, but not the will, but in one of my dreams, it was the other way round. Last night I dreamed that I was upset and ended up hitting someone with a ruler. These dreams have been revealing my natural disposition without God, and it’s horrifying. I have learned that I can control so much less than I thought I could.