So often I want things to go a certain way which is far more complicated than what could be. I try to manufacture relationships that are just not meant to be, at least not in the way that I wanted. When I find out that I cannot get what I want, it is easy for be to become discouraged and maybe even upset. Yet God always has something better than what I want. I need to learn to want what is best instead of settling for what I think is best.