If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. (James 1:5-6)
God promises that if we need wisdom, He will give it to us when we ask. It would be foolish not to ask God for wisdom, which is strange because it is wise to ask for wisdom. But asking God for wisdom should be done through faith and without doubting. Sometimes, if I am not sure what to do, I complain about it to God, but then make my own decision based on my own desires. I am not trusting that God knows what is best for me. Since God has been faithful to bring me to where I am now, I know that He will be faithful to provide for all of my needs in the torture. Father, thank you for offering me your wisdom. Your ways are higher than my ways, and you always know better than I do. You have provided for me and drawn me to you. Please give me wisdom and help me to depend on your word rather than my own wisdom.